Incidence of the day :p

I may not remember today’s date i.e. 2072/10/22, but the incidents that i have gone through will always be there in my memory. It’s kinda a day where i can’t even explain what kind of day it was.( or rather I don’t know how am I supposed to explain this day.) Should I call it a fruitful day (definitely it was) or worst.

My day was scheduled as; i. firstly have my breakfast at 8:30 then I would go for scooty servicing.  ii. Second priority was to go to the colleges to drop proposal letter for our upcoming grand workshop of WeBE as the targeted colleges was nearby.  iii. And then go to sudiksha’s home to get petrol as my scooty tank was almost empty, till 12:30.  iv. Then go with Arusha and Sneha (my sweet little sisters from HVPP) to have delicious food at NPP fast food as we had planned a day before, till 1:30. v. Then go to HVPP head office mitrapark and practice dance for the flash mob at 2:00 pm.  vi. At 5:00 pm, off from HVPP for tuition.

That was my plan but my day went like something else. We have had breakfast at 8:30 am. Then I asked Sabita (My roommate ‘popular by name of “Pudki” in our hostel’ (as she is too short in height)) if she could come with me. She agreed to come and then we both got ready and made our way to have the scooter serviced. We reached Nakhu for servicing at 9:15 am. We asked mechanics how long it will take to complete the job. They said it will be completed within 2.5 hrs. We were stocked there for a while. Then sabita asked if we could go to clinic to have tetanus injection as she had accidently cut her hand while getting off from the bus when she was returning from college. Then we went looking for the clinic all around. Finally, we found one at Bagdol chowk. We went upstairs. She went to have vaccine while I was busy with an important call. Then we were done with TT inj, blood group checkup and reporting of all the job. It took half an hour there.

I was in need of money so I went to look for Global Bank’s ATM. At Nakhu there was Global Bank but no ATM. I did not bring checkbook. That’s why I had to look for ATM. Then we decided to go to Damkal chowk as there is the one. The DAV college of Management, where we were supposed to give the proposal letter was right there on the way. So, we decided to go DAV at first and then Dhamkal. So, we went to DAV College. There was a lady at reception. I talked to her explaining about our upcoming workshop, What HVPP is all about, what’s the motive of our workshops and all. Sabita also added some points, that lady sincerely listened it all. As the coordinator was out for the educational tour, she asked us to be in contact till he wold be back. We were so happy to have positive response. So we made our way to our next destination; way to Damkal.

Unfortunately, the machine at Damkal was not functioning. That’s why we had to look for other option. And another option was kupandol. Then we took tempo to reach there and ofcourse to save our time as well. And there came another problem; this time my card got rejected. uff!!! I waited for my turn there, to have my card rejected even after so many trial. That was a complete bad luck. 😦 then i went to branch office to know what’d gone wrong with my Card. I had to wait in a queue there as well. Finally the wait was over and I asked the lady at reception to check my card. After checking, she said nothing was wrong. She asked me to try it again. I had to stand in queue again. And this time it worked. “Oh!!! How the hell did it work!!!” Anyways I had my work done so I was not that disappointed and I didn’t even bother to check time either. Then I called a sister “Samiksha Pandit” (my darling sis) to meet at HVPP, it’d been long ever since we met.

We had now completed the work which was not even in my planned list. Then we made our way to next college i.e Asian College of Management. This is an interesting part. We went to reception to drop our proposal. We met a gentleman named “Ramesh Khadka”, chairman of Asian College. We started our talk as we did in DAV College. And after going through conversation we got to know that he has been in this field of spirituality and meditation since many years. And he was glad to know about HVPP and the workshop Well Being and Empowerment. He further advised us to meet Principal sir as at the end he would be the one who to make final decision. So he led us to the principal sir’s office. We asked him if we could come in. His name was Chetan Pokhrel. He asked us to explain about the project, its motive and all. We gave our best. Later on he asked if the project was based on religious belief (Definitely not). If so, he would not allow us to have intro talk and all as he had faced lots of problems before. Later on he explained us that he has been in this field since 15 years. There were few books on his desks about spirituality as well. He further added “Man is an architect of his own”, we had lot more to learn about our self. We had to have control over our breathing. He further asked about much of legends, which we were unknown about. He further talked about the ages where there was strong will power of human cause of which they could telepathy. It’s all cause of the meditation. He talked about Ravan’s Knowledge (The most creative person in the world). But these days the concept keeps on vanishing and the technologies have trapped the world.

He recommended us a book to read, “Auto biography of Yogi” by Yogananda. It was recommended to him by someone he admired the most. He further added, it’s the book which has changed steve jobs life (founder of Apple). He always carried this book and also said, what he was till the date was cause of the same. It was said that Steve jobs handed over the book to someone during his last stage of the life. Our principal sir was also done with the book and he was so disturbed with that one, he was confused if he understood or not. I found it more interesting. He told us where we could get one. He congratulated us for the jobs we are doing and promised us to help if he can. He suggested to have one guru in life whom u can follow or from whom u learn and make your own life. Life is something worth living. 🙂

This time the date of our workshop and his sports days overlapped so it seemed little difficult to manage. Still, he asked to be in touch and inform him about the upcoming sessions as well. It was such a fruitful day for both of us to have such a knowledge session. He had a meeting to attend so he had to leave for the same. We waved off each other and made our way out of the college.

After getting out we realized it was 12:30. We were feeling so hungry. Then we went to workshop again, I was not feeling good to hear that there were still some work to be done with my scooty. So I left it there for certain time. Still i didn’t get a call, neither from Arusha nor from Sneha. As I was hungry and didn’t pre inform in hostel, we decided to go to hostel n then come back for further work. We reached hostel by almost 1:00 pm. We took our lunch there and then I got a call from girls asking to come to NPP fast food but I denied them as I had already taken my lunch at hostel. As soon as I was done with my meal, I explained our hostel warden about my plans and asked for permission to go to HVPP for practice. She allowed me to go and then I ran for the further incomplete tasks.

It was already 1:45, I called Sneha to inform that I would get late for the practice and may not be able to come as well but would try my best. I went to Nakhu workshop everything was done but unfortunately, one of the mechanics had taken scooter’s key with him. I had to wait again. I waited for half an hour. After getting key and making payment, I made my way to sudiksha’s house to get some petrol. It had been long time since our last meeting. I wanted to have a nice talk but couldn’t. We had quick talk then we went upstairs to fill petrol in a bottle from gallon. Unfortunately, it didn’t happen in a simple way. We tried to pump that bottle but yet petrol didn’t flow. I must say after a little struggle we were successful in filling the bottle with that petrol. After that we went down to feed my scooty. Then i got a call from bibek dai asking me to come hvpp for practice. I told him I will be there. After that I went to HVPP. It was about 3:20. On my way I started to think “ It’s too late, maybe I can’t be there in time, It will not be worthy to reach there at all.”  I reached Ekantakuna, i checked time it was 3:30, It takes 30 mins for me to reach HVPP from there. It will be 4:00 pm by then. I called Bibek dai again to inform him that i would not be able to come there. Then he said ok and hung up the phone. I was not feeling good as I had promised Samikshya. I was so confused what to do. Then I decided to move ahead. And after reaching Maitighar Mandala I again stopped and started to think. “I will be there at 4:00 pm, I have to be back at 5:00 from there for tuition so it’s not gonna be worthy.”

Then i again decided to go back to hostel, at the same time I got a call from my sis Namita (Cousin). She was at thapathali with her friend. We decided to go together. And we came back to the hostel. After that the rest of my day went well. But I was worried about Samikshya. I had promised her but couldn’t make it. I had bought Dairy milk for her but unfortunately couldn’t give it.

Yeah!!! It was so sweet of her to understand all my situation. Still I felt so bad for the day.

Yes, I accept the fact that sometimes it’s hard to manage time no matter how hard you try. The most important thing is to be cool and make things clear. I am lucky to have such a wonderful and lovable people around me. Thanks to all beautiful soul. J

Crazy Us :D

Life is beautiful, especially when you are surrounded by the people of your own kind. That’s how I was feeling. I was in hostel with these crazy people and was having quality time with my roommates Aayushi and Aarti. They have become the precious part of my life. We enjoyed each and everyday like there is no tomorrow. We shared all our problems and happiness. That’s how our life was going. Our existence without one another was simply beyond the imagination at that phase.

Each morning would start with a gentle smile and end with the loud laughter. Aarti had Morning College so she had to move earlier. Me and Aayushi , we used to have more time to spent together. Then Aayushi would leave hostel at 11 am for college and me at 10 am for office. We three would met one other at 5:30 at hostel and then our room would be full of loud voices. No matter how tired and hungry we were, when we met we always managed adequate energy to shout, laugh, sing and dance (Activities I like the most) 🙂 .

Me and my girls 😀

Later on I was given a name “Niru poroi” by those two girls. Similarly, Aayushi was famous with name “IUC/Aayu Payu” and Aarti with “Aaru Paru” among us. I find our name cool and love it. (as it was given by our loved ones :)).

We used to have fun to the fullest. We three are the worst singer ever but used to sing like we are a band and enjoyed our own singing. We used to have our own chreography :). Our singing ability had caused trouble to other :p. Still we used to rock the room floor and enjoy our moment. We celebrated our unity :).  I was always asked to do mimicry of some characters. Most popular characters among us was Sumina Ghimire, Minions (Bananaaaaa and laughter), Bhojpuri spiderman dance and some of the dance move. I was not allowed to go to sleep until all that stuff was done. They would pull out my leg literally if I didn’t do any of those. No matter how tired I was, I had to do that anyway. I loved our never ending fun and laughter  :).

We and our world!!! 😉 😀 🙂

We were not the only people in the hostel. Some of the girls were there who didn’t like our bond. The main part of our hostel was the criticism (hahaha). There were other girls who pretended to be nice in front but did lots of back biting. I personally didn’t want to get close with such people. So as soon as we were done with our meal (as we had to take our meal together), we managed to make our way to the living room where we shared what we did during our day with each other and with our hostel warden.

Hostel Family; always in a celebrating mode 😉 🙂

 

Our hostel warden (Sir and Mam), they are like our best friend, our guardians, everything. We are more than a family. I am so lucky enough to have hostel like ours. They care so much about us. And they are still the one who are more curious to know what’s going on our life ;). Our hostel fun was really unlimited. But if we did any mistake my default, then one must know that there is no other way to escape. Our daily dose of criticism would start :p.

 

It is said nothing remains same for all our life. Due to some circumstance our hostel wardens had to leave the existing building and move to new place, Bhaisepati. As we were so much attached with our wardens we didn’t want to leave the hostel. So we decided to move with them to their house. But Aarti, despite of her wish she couldn’t move with us as it would bring some difficulties with her routine college travel. So, she decided to move to new hostel at Baneshowr.

After that only I and Aayushi were there. We were the same, sharing all our things. Things were same except Aarti’s presence. But we used to meet each other time and again and whenever we did, the day turned out to be great. We made fun of one other. We had nothing hidden between us. We knew about each other’s friends too by their name and the descriptions. Even we used to link each other by our friends names. Our relationship was becoming more and more strong. And thanks to god for such a precious gift.

Teasing each other had become part of our life. We continued it even on social networks. The process was going on, and we did comment on the Facebook stuff. Some funny comments (Not harsh, I believe). I don’t know what had I commented (Which I have not noticed yet) that Aarti got hurt so badly, I was even unknown about her feeling. I checked and rechecked all my comments many times but it was nothing different than our usual one. We used to pull our legs but why did she get hurt this time. This was totally out of my mind. She stopped talking with me. I asked what the reason was. Why was she doing this to me? I was broken from inside cause she was not even replying my messages. I asked for forgiveness though I was still unaware about my fault. She decided not to talk to me. Then I too decided to stay away from people. Didn’t want to get closer with anyone from that day onwards.

Time passed. I missed her but didn’t bother to message her. yeah, I used to message her occasionally like to wish for dashain, tihar n all. One day after dashain we met in my office. At first it was so so awkward to start our conversation. But later, we started talking like before. At that moment i felt like everything is fine. I was so so so happy. I talked with Aayushi about my meeting with Aarti. After some day she came to our hostel for a night stay. At that day also it was little awkward for a while but then it all got normal.

Yeah, every relationship need enough time to become special and many more special moments to heal the problem if arises. The main thing is to wait and have faith and patience.

Aarti and Aayushi ; Two craziest creation ever witnessed, who has made me rich with ton and tons of wonderful moment to cheer throughout my life. I don’t want to get apart. Our Sisterly bond will remain special forever. They say they love me hundreds of time but I never say how much I love them. I don’t want to explain it on words. I want to make them feel so.

Back to bang again 🙂

Things are normal now. I learnt a lesson and will always keep it in mind. 

Many more twist and turns yet to come. 🙂

Bliss

The blessing that you get from unknown after helping, add positive attitude and immense joy to your life. 🙂

Music

Music; Rhythm of my heartbeat,
Every time this pleasant noise makes me fall for it.

It’s a best friend in need,
Help all the problems and pain release.

Make emotional and laugher at the same time,
And helps to connect with each phase of life.

Adds life to the boring moments,
And energize you with every beat to the fullest.

Thanks for spreading smiles required whenever,
You will be a companion forever.

Being a Friend ;)

Sometime you have to listen to your friend’s talks, no matter how boring it is. 😛 🙂

Yeah, sometimes I pretend to be a good listener. :-p (Yes I am good listener though 😉 )

Life’s Moto

Don’t just born to die, Do something useful

So that people will remember you and make you alive.

Be You :)

Some people always try to comfort others, make them feel good, are always around, help them laugh. But they forget who they are.

The most important thing in life is to enroll yourself. Be your bestfriend. Forget loneliness and learn to enjoy your own company. 🙂

#Life  #LessonLearnt  #Happiness

TRANSFORMATION “AN AMAZING EXPERIENCE”

Everyone’s life changes once a while, so has mine. I had never ever imagined that I would get to witness such an amazing transformation within me. It’s all because of the HVPP (Human values for peace and Prosperity) and the entire family. [HVPP “Home for everyone”].

My journey of this transformation started with a workshop viz WeBE which stands for “Well Being and Empowerment”. The name itself is a magic for me. I got to know about this workshop through my lifelong friend “Sudiksha Uprety”.
We have been knowing each other since our Bachelors and she has linked with the HVPP since so long. She used to share about all the amazing experiences that she had there. The description of the HVPP somewhere already have grabbed my attention. Unknowingly I wanted to be a part.
One day she just mentioned about the workshop WeBE and she wanted one of our coolest friend “Prativa” to join the course. I ignored about Prativa and asked Sudiksha “What the workshop is all about”. Then she explained about it. It was the workshop which was designed to increase the soft skill through breathing techniques. Somewhere I heard about breathing techniques which was supposed to improve Confidence level, Concentration problem and all. Those days I was having problems with my studies and work. I used to feel so hectic. And her words “ If you join this n continue with it then U will feel like whatever comes in life I AM READY FOR IT.” just strike my mind, That’s why I asked her If I could join? She was so happy with that question of mine. Then she said “why not. Its gonna start from tomorrow and you can manage your time either for morning or day shift”.
Then I talked to Prativa and both decided to join workshop for the day shift (We always wanted comfort zone, so there needs a friend 😉 ). Then we met at Tripureshowr and made our way to the fourth floor of UWTC hall.
There were lots of people, mainly youths of age 18 to 25. Energy was too high, I must say. All we could see was the cheerful faces of volunteers and those whose faces were neutral (without expressions) were participants (easily guessable). We registered out names and got name tags. Interviews were taken where we were asked what we expected from the workshop. I formally answered that I was there only to have fun, to enjoy the game as explained by my friend.
As the workshop began we saw our guru “Bhawesh Khanal” who was going to conduct the workshop for the coming 6 days. Frankly speaking, at that moment I started feeling like why i was there. Then our workshop started.
Within that six days we were taught a lots of things, asked to do some activities, played a game, made us learn breathing techniques. All I enjoyed was the game “Fire in the mountain…..” and other activities as well. Each day at the end of the class we were asked how we felt? I seriously didn’t have any answer as I didn’t come across any changes.
I and Prativa always used to discuss about the workshop. Like me, she was also the one who hadn’t felt any new thing or changes within her. Then we asked some of our friend (Participants) if they experienced any. The answer was same “No”. while some of the participants had changed within that few days as well. We were so happy ‘Seriously’ cause at that moment we knew that at least we were not only the odd one. Then we enjoyed rest of our days.

The last day of workshop was something else, beyond the words. It was complete fun day. Amazing experience. The fashion show with our self designed dress within 5 minutes was something else. The “Guru Puja” and “Satsang” were the highlights of the day. Best day of my life.
At the end they asked us to continue the “Sadhana” (Mediation) at home at least for 45 days. As I didn’t experience any internal changes within, I didn’t wanna continue but somewhere I wanted to try if it really worked.
Then I decided to continue. I started doing sadhana every morning. I started observing myself. What I found was, I hardly smiled. I guess I always wanted a reason to be happy. After this new discovery sadhana turned out to be somewhat interesting. I continued doing it. During all the process and every passing days, I was getting more and more angry. I was feeling so weird. I had no idea about what was going on. I shared it all with sudiksha and she suggested me to talk with Sanjay (Volunteer of WeBE, a good human, happy soul and now among my good friends). Then I shared everything that I was going through. I wanted an answer “Why the things are getting worst”. I wanted a positive change but all I was facing the changes which i always wanted to get rid off.

Sanjay asked me to continue Sadhana no matter whatever happens. It was all the process during mediation. He kindly explained how all our emotions emerges out and slowly all the bad qualities/emotions fades away and at the end all we feel is happiness which everyone of us want. I didn’t want to believe him since It was more troublesome but I did what he asked me to do (I don’t know why). He asked me to update him and promised that he would help me get back into track. I followed him and accepted his suggestions. Day by day things were changing. I kept continuously doing the mediation.

One day during breathing technique process I started feeling a kinda happiness within me. I kinda felt butterflies in my heart. It was an amazing experience. Cannot describe in words. Then I started enjoying sadhana. I keeping observing myself even more. I was loving my own company. It was something else.

During Dashain while I got home, even my friends and family members observed some positive changes on me. They asked me about the changes and how it happened. Then I explained them about the workshop that I had and about my HVPP family.

I finally felt the changes within me which I desperately wanted to happen in my life for so long. It was like “Magic” to me.

This is how I got transformed. Transformed through the power of breathing. Now I feel connected with people. Yes, now my vision has became widen . My perception are different now. I want to spread smile. Happiness to each and everyone’s faces.

Much more to experience.

Yet to grow.